Category: Interview

  • INTERVIEW | Edwin Sykes: “I get to go have sex with beautiful men and get paid for it”

    INTERVIEW | Edwin Sykes: “I get to go have sex with beautiful men and get paid for it”

    TheGayUK’s Matthew Peake catches up with adult star Edwin Skyes for our Porn Issue.

    In our porn issue, we interviewed some of the world’s most popular porn stars to ask them everything you ever wanted to know for our Being A Porn Star Series.

    The interview comes from Issue 13, July 2015.

    CREDIT: Edwin Skyes Twitter

    MP: Have you told your family? Have you told your friends?
    ES: As far as my family go it’s not something I’ve shared. A few of my closest friends know. It was never really a big surprise for them as I’ve always had somewhat of an ego. I got a fairly positive reaction after explaining the reality of everything.

    MP: Are there things you’ve learnt doing porn that you’ve included in your personal life?
    ES: On a sexual level I’ve learnt so much. Too much to list, but it’s sad how much people are sheltered from some of the most exciting aspects of sex, which porn has certainly allowed me to discover.

    MP: Do partners expect you to be an ‘expert’ on sex?
    ES: On a personal level the industry has allowed me to become so much more confident with myself and others and also helped me to understand my body more. I definitely wouldn’t say I was an expert, but people do like to think I’ve tried everything and know everything about sex simply because I’m in porn.

    MP: Is it hard to find romantic partners as sex is such an intimate part of the human experience, how do you balance the act versus the deeper connection?
    ES: I’ve always found it difficult to find romance on a level I’d like, but I’m a hopeless romantic at heart so romance in a relationship is quite important to me and I believe sex is one of the best ways of showing a connection, even in open relationships I find sex is more intense and fulfilling with your partner.

    MP: Have you ever dated another porn star?
    ES: I recently split with my partner after about 9 months, he also worked in the industry so it was very easy for us to understand each others career and day to day lives. Because of this, I’d definitely prefer a relationship with another model, simply because outside of porn the industry carries certain stigmas that would probably make a relationship quite difficult for me. The camaraderie between other models is pretty incredible, since starting porn I’ve made some of my closest friends who I know I can talk to anything about. No point in having any secrets when you’re on display 24/7.

    MP: Do you ever bottom? If so, how do you take care of yourself? Do bottoms really get paid more than tops?
    ES: I would probably consider myself exclusively bottom now (thanks to a certain Ashton Bradley). Taking care of yourself can be quite a chore, but mainly I tend to just keep an eye on my diet, eating healthily definitely makes things a lot easier. And as far as bottoms getting paid more, it’s pretty much just a myth for the most of the industry, unfortunately.

    MP: Do you sleep with your fans? Would you sleep with a fan if they paid you?
    ES: As far as that goes, it would depend on the person. It’s not something that’s happened, and as for being paid, it’s not something I do. I don’t have quite the level of confidence to escort.

    MP: Do you think porn fuels a form of prostitution within the industry?
    ES: Porn fuelling prostitution? I wouldn’t use the term prostitution, but I know a lot of models who escort are building client lists from their reputation in the industry. It’s a completely normal thing to me. It carries a lot of stigma on the outside of porn, but at the end of the day, they are providing a legitimate service for their clients.

    MP: Do you worry about STIs?
    ES: Personally STIs are always something I keep in mind, it can put me out of work for a while if I was to catch anything. But anyone inside or out of the industry should be concerned about STIs. It’s so easy to get tested nowadays there’s no excuse not to. Although I don’t work in bareback porn I know models and studios who do, from my experience I would say bareback sex in porn is safer than in your personal life.

    MP: How do fans react to you in the street? Do you find that a lot of people chat you up?
    ES: A lot of the time where I’ve met fans I’ve been out with other models, the main reaction we get is what Ashton Bradley calls the “porn double take”. Most people don’t tend to come and strike up a conversation, but if they do they’ll just discover we’re fairly normal. I get pretty much the same amount of advances as I did before porn, but now people tend to know a lot about me, which is always a good laugh.

    MP: Why do you think porn is so popular?
    ES: Because it’s awesome! If you can’t live out a fantasy in your personal life porn can help you experience it. And other than actual sex whats better than watching hot guys get down and dirty? Also, let’s not forget that porn can be as artistic as any other film, it’s simply a form of expression.

    MP: What would you say to people who want to get into porn?
    ES: Go for it! I wouldn’t deter anyone that wanted to do porn. I’ve loved every minute of it. Just make sure you’re comfortable with the fact that someone you know may get to see more of you than they or you want them to. You’ll make some great friends too!

    MP: What’s the best/worst thing about doing porn?
    ES: The best part of porn for me is meeting incredible people, I’ve made some really good friends through my work and even got to have sex with some of them and get paid. As for the worst bit, I’d definitely say it’s the stigma from the outside of the industry, a lot of people just think we have issues, but at the end of the day, we have a job, just like any other normal human being.

    MP: What do you think is the future of porn?
    ES: The future of porn in the UK I’d say is uncertain right now. The BBFC are enforcing ridiculous laws, allowing them to dictate what consenting adults can and can’t do on camera. Their excuse is that they’re trying to protect people, while they will allow the release of films like 50 Shades of Grey that depicts people in situations they don’t allow in porn and also glorifies domestic violence while giving people a horrifically wrong idea of the world of BDSM. Double standards is certainly the term to be used here.

    MP: What’s the average day of a porn star?
    ES: The only difference between a normal person’s day is some mornings when I wake up I know I get to go have sex with beautiful men and get paid for it.

    MP: After all the sex and fame and thrill… what’s next?
    ES I hope to work abroad with some different studios at some point. But I like to take things day by day, so who knows what will come along. Age isn’t necessarily a limitation in porn, I love an older guy and there are some beautiful hunks out there who’ve been in the industry for years. I think the secret is just keeping yourself in shape for as long as possible.

    MP: Is there anything that you won’t do in porn?
    ES: There are a few things I won’t do in a scene, I won’t go into details, but we all have our limits and trying to film something that doesn’t do it for you will make an awful scene.

    MP: How much do you get paid?
    ES All I’ll say it’s good money for a few hours of fun.

    MP: How would you describe your sexuality?
    ES Being crude… Gay as a bag of fairies, and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

    MP: Porn is…
    ES: I think porn is great! I would consider it artistic, if you look at what directors like Jake Jaxon of Cockyboys have done recently you’ll be amazed. The films are of such quality it’s more than just sex on camera, it is art. There’s something out there for everyone to enjoy. Porn is not taboo, it’s natural. So don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

     

    You can follow Edwin @EdwinSykesXXX

  • INTERVIEW | Theo Ford

    INTERVIEW | Theo Ford

    TheGayUK’s Matthew Peake catches up with adult star Theo Ford for our Porn Issue.

    In our porn issue we interviewed some of the world’s most popular porn stars to ask them everything you ever wanted to know for our Being A Porn Star Series.

    The interview comes from Issue 13, July 2015.

    CREDIT: with permission/ Buck Peters

    MP: So how did you get into porn? How many auditions did you have to go through before you got your first job?
    TF: I started porn aged 25. I had been contacted many times by producers before and I now felt I was ready and confident enough to do it. I never “auditioned” really. Just Skype interviews to talk with the studios and the producers at most. I started with FRENCH TWINKS. It was like a family, Antoine the producer and Jerome the production assistant are amazing and sweet people. Generous and positive. I don’t think I could have started my porn career in any better conditions. I got very stressed when we started filming but as time went on I relaxed and I am now excited to get on set! I am pretty shy in my personal life.

    MP: Have you told your family? Have you told your friends?
    TF: All my friends know. Some of my family does too. I don’t think it was such a surprise, but since I do look somewhat innocent and sweet (which is kind of the opposite of the average porn star) I maybe didn’t have the regular porn star look.

    MP: Is it hard to find romantic partners as sex is such an intimate part of the human experience, how do you balance the act versus the deeper connection? What are your thoughts about sex and relationships?
    TF: I’m very lucky to be able to choose my scene partners most of the time. And I have very often shot with guys who I knew or at least liked. So it was easier to open up sexually to them. It is acting, you must remember that!  I am acting on set. I flip a switch and I tell myself that this is my lover for the next few hours. I love getting a real connection to my scene partner. The sex looks real and the energy is honest. Hopefully people can see it through my movies.

    MP: Have you ever dated another porn star? If so, would you only ever date porn stars?
    TF: I have so many porn star friends. I love working with them. We laugh so much on set!
    I know for a fact that it is very hard to date someone who isn’t in the industry at all. You need to find a person that is confident and understands that you having sex with another guy on set is only work. But my husband Shawn Stolz is so understanding and proud of me for doing what I love. He understands even if he gets jealous sometimes (laughs)

    MP: Do you receive bizarre messages from fans? What is the weirdest message or request you’ve received from fan?
    TF: I get a lot of very sweet messages. Some are a bit more intrusive of course but that’s the price you get when you become a public figure. I’m so happy to answer questions to the greatest extent. All my messages are usually kind words or simply some advice on porn or sex. I am very active on Twitter and I love being in contact with my fans.

    MP: Do you sleep with your fans? Would you sleep with a fan if they paid you? Do you think porn fuels a form of prostitution within the industry?
    TF: Well, doing escorting is NOT prostitution. There is major differences between the two. First, you don’t pick up an escort on the side of the road. Second, escorting isn’t only or even at all about sex. It is about companionship. You give the intimacy to a person who is looking for it. It could be going to the movies or to dinner, a holiday or even just talking. Doing porn takes a lot of time and you must be free on a regular basis, having a 9 to 5 job doesn’t allow that most of the time. And escorting does give you the financial freedom to accept only the shoots you want and also to travel across the world for shoots.

    MP: Do you worry about STIs?
    TF: Of course I worry about STIs. But unlike many people I’m actually informed about them. I get tested all the time and I’m aware of all the risks.

    MP: Do you think bareback porn is contributing to rising rates of HIV in young gay men?
    TF: No I do not believe that porn is a major contributor of bareback sex. The biggest studios in the world only do safe sex (men.com, Falcon, Colt, men at play, Dominic Ford). You don’t go killing your neighbour or rob a bank because you saw it in a movie. People need to be educated on sexual practises and health.

    Yes many love bareback sex. So we should make sure they are aware of their status and that they take care of themselves instead of creating a stigma and looking down on them.

    MP: Why do you think porn is so popular?
    TF: Porn is a place where ALL your fantasies can play out without anyone criticising you for them. I love porn but I love doing porn even more!

    MP: What would you say to people who want to get into porn?
    TF: Make sure you know what porn is all about. The good and the bad. You need to be very strong and tough to overcome the hard critics and bad experiences.

    MP: What’s the best/worst thing about doing porn?
    TF: The best thing about porn is meeting amazing people. The human factor is essential to me.
    The worst thing about porn to me is that I sometimes get lonely. I travel all over the world alone. I have friends everywhere thanks to porn but the stability is definitely missing from my life. You need to know why you want to do porn and are you ready to be labelled for the rest of your life as a porn performer.

    MP: What do you think is the future of porn?
    TF: If I knew the future of porn I would be very rich (laughs). Interactivity seems to be getting stronger.

    MP: What’s the average day of a porn star?
    TF: There is nothing average about my life. I’m travelling across the world all the time. I try to have a healthy life and hit the gym as much as possible. The thing I do the most is show my passport at airports and jump into a taxi or an Uber. My Uber account is my most used app on my iPhone.

    MP: After all the sex and fame and thrill, what’s next?
    TF: After? Why think of an after? Why already expect it to end?
    I want to grow and evolve. Learn new things and try out new adventures but porn will always be in my life one way or another.

    I’m still heavily working on my fashion career in ways you will soon discover hopefully. I studied fashion design in Paris after having done international relations in Dublin. My first short fashion film is already out and you can check it out.

    I want to direct more movies, design, create, write. Many projects are in the works for this year and I am so excited for them. Mainstream is probably a direction which I will focus on too.

    Limitations are only for the weak minded!

    MP: Who has been your favourite scene partner and why?
    TF: I have had a few AMAZING partners. I’ve also loved working with my friends Brent Corrigan, Colton Grey, Dani Robles and Andrea Suarez. They are great people and the best co-stars I could ever ask for.

    Theo Ford can be found tweeting at @The_Theo_Ford

  • INTERVIEW | Martyn Andrews

    INTERVIEW | Martyn Andrews

    Monday morning and the phone rings. It’s Russia on the phone. Well Russia Today to be more precise. RT is the Russian Government funded television network. They’re offering me an interview with one of their journalists. It doesn’t seem the obvious choice, I have to say.

     

    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK

    Martyn Andrew wears: SUIT: Fielding & Nicholson | SHOES: Sons Of London | BRACELET: Storm | Watch: Emporio Armani

    Russia and homosexuality haven’t had the best press in the last 5 years and a string of actions, commencing with the Country’s President, Vladimir Putin, enacting an anti-gay propaganda law, the broadcasting of Channel 4’s horrifying Hunted documentary, the Sochi Olympics and numerous anti-gay attacks and even the alleged murder of an LGBT activist have not done Russia’s perceived tolerance of gay people any favours.

    The journalist in question is Martyn Andrews. Born 1979 in Liverpool, he’s a former musical theatre actor turned ‘man-on-the-street’ reporter and journalist. His main employer is the British speaking news service RT, which boasts the eyes of two and half million viewers in the UK. As well as RT, he’s a regular fixture for CNN and a print journalist for Condé Nast Traveller Magazine.

    Ten years ago RT joined the world’s biggest media companies including France 24, Al Jazeera, Sky and, of course, BBC News in the race to form the go to news platform. These rolling news channels all giving their own voice and editorial comment to domestic and international news.

    Martyn jokes, “I’ve always said, all these news channels on Sky or Preview, they basically all watch the same car crash.”

    For 10 years he’s lived his life out in front of the RT cameras. He’s not short of words, his natural charm and inquisitive nature means that he’s perfect for getting to the nub of the story.

    Although it wasn’t what he first planned, he had wanted to be an anchorman. He was invited to screen test for RT. At the end of the audition he was told he was “too vivacious” and his teeth too white to present the news. After not hearing from them for a month he sent a cheeky email outlining ten reasons why they needed to hire him right then and there – and they did.

    On the 13th August 2005 he left England for Russia with a one-way ticket.

    He’s a giant of a man, standing a proud 6 foot 3; his brilliant white smile is warm and engaging.

    Based now in London, Martyn is key to RT’s cultural and human-interest stories. He’s gone from the “cookery guy, and the travel arty-farty cultural presenter, to actually talking about more political issues in society.”

    “I did two cookery shows. I did Eurovision. I did a breakfast chat show. I did a live magazine show which is almost like The One Show. I’ve done a weekly series which was very popular for three years called Moscow Out. Who called it that God knows. I mean, isn’t that an oxymoron? Moscow Out.”

    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK
    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK

    As we’re setting up for this month’s cover shoot, Martyn is relaxed but in control. He remarks that being all suited and booted isn’t his natural style. He’s more used to thick outdoorsy coats and the famous warm ushankas, the fur Russian hats. There’s a little self-consciousness that surprises me, yet he’s keen to play the jester with a sparkling tale or two about his time in Russia. When you speak to him about his work and his adventures he has a story or a line about everything. From climbing mountains to speaking with the locals about same-sex marriage, Martyn is, in his own words the “Gremlin in The Kremlin”.

    “I have a crazy rule in my life and that’s I go to a different country every month”, he laughs and it’s quick to see why Martyn is a go to guy. His knowledge about travel is seemingly never-ending. “It’s not cheap. I fly and use everybody from Ryanair to random dangerous Chinese, African airlines, to Crack Air, to whoever.”

    The man is on a mission to visit every country in the world before he dies and with 157 already marked off the list, he’s got just 39, depending on your source, countries left. We talk about the countries still left to conquer, North Korea is up there on the list, but he’s cautious about how he’d get in. They are, after all, notoriously paranoid about journalists entering the country. So are, it seems, many nations. He explains that he’s not always truthful about who he is or the nature of his travels and often forms an undercover identity. The less to do with journalism the better.

    “I normally say I’m an accountant, with the whitest teeth in the world.”

    He dumbs down his camera-ready style.

    Arrests at immigration aren’t unusual for Martyn,

    “I dumb it down. I come across boring, always appear monosyllabic (but) your personality will be, sort of, beaten out of you in immigration.”

    Actual arrests?

    “I’m normally arrested in most immigration and passport controls anyway because they say I’m a terrorist.”

    One incident where he was frog marched off a flight to Australia during a layover in Los Angeles, he recalls that during his interrogation he told the police officer, “The worst thing I’m going to do to you is give you a bad manicure.” That, he says went “down like a lead balloon.” He was stuck in LA for 5 days, because Australian immigration had banned him for explanations not made clear.

    So is he on government files?

    “Yes! I am the Gremlin in the Kremlin. I mean, please”, he jokes.

    Beside travel, Russia is Martyn’s passion and it’s clear, having lived there for nearly 9 years, he loves the culture, the people and shows a deeper understanding of its intricacies.

    “I’m a strong Russophile and I will always culturally, kind of, defend Russia historically, emotionally, physically. Not that I think they’re right always, but just because I goddamn know that country better than anybody I know, including most Russians.

    “I’ve dated them, I’ve lived and breathed it, from one star to five-star. Private jets with oligarchs to crazy poor students. I just know it so well. I get their objectives and their emotional reasoning behind what they’ve been through in the past 400 years. (It) really gives the reasons for the behaviour they have today.”

    Having lived in Russia both pre and post the recent anti-gay law means that he has first hand experience of how life in Russia has changed for the gay community.

    “I have a lot to say about Russia and the LGBT scene. Especially because it doesn’t come from RT telling me what to say. It doesn’t come from me reading a book. It comes from me being an out gay man living in Russia for eight years, ten months. All of it is from personal experience.

    “Also, it doesn’t come from me living in this celebrity bubble, or me living a five-star expat lifestyle.

    “When it comes to gay lifestyle in Russia, first of all, the rule was absolutely stupid. The law was wrong.”

    The law he’s speaking about is the one that Putin’s government introduced in 2013, forbidding the promotion of “none-traditional” sexual relationships to anyone under 18. It has been described as similar to the UK’s Section 28 law, back in the 80s.

    “It never should’ve been brought in. It was brought in the year before Sochi (Winter Olympics) happened. The worst decision. I’m against any kind of law that is detriment to the progression of any LGBT community.”

    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK
    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK

    With the spotlight on the Winter Olympics in Sochi, LGBT rights in Russia became a high-profile matter. Vodka was being poured down the world’s drains and brands associated with the event were boycotted. The media went to town on how unprepared Russia was for the Olympic brand and all it stands for. Russia was under attack.

    “You have to understand the paradoxical contradictions of lifestyles in Russia”, explains Martyn.

    “You have to understand the history of where it’s been. Because somebody reading about Russia in Leeds, for example, really just sees Russia. They look like us, they seem to act like us, they don’t seem to be as far away as some general African country.

    “I think because they look like us, people think they are connected to us in this kind of European way, but they’re not.

    “They’re not Europeans. I mean, Russians think they are or they want to be. You know, people say Moscow’s the biggest city in Europe. It’s not really, it’s actually Eurasia.

    “At the same time, in the last 20 years where religion has been on fast-forward, so has the ‘I want to show off my new wealth, my new money, my D&G blingy’ kind of, you know, the typical Russian you see in Chelsea. Russians are party animals. I say that because they live like there’s no tomorrow. Because they didn’t for the last 100 years. And I say that politely regarding their lifestyle of culture, but I also mean that sexually as well. I’m trying to say this in a polite way. They are adventurous, I’ll say that.”

    More so than the British?

    “I mean far more than Brits are actually.”

    Do the gay men in Russia have sexual hang-ups? Are they all defined roles?

    “When it comes to Russians, gay men especially, in fact men have huge masculine hang-ups. I think that comes from the fact that the woman’s role in society has a much stronger position than we do in the west.

    “It’s like the old Russian granny. 27 million people died in the Second World War. Most of them were men. Most men today in their 40s and below were really brought up by their Russian granny. When people kind of think of old Russian women throwing rocks at gay parades and things, they just come from a complete different mind-set than my grandfather did in Liverpool.

    “When I came out to my grandmother 10 years ago she said ‘Good for you son. You gay men get more sex than anyone.’

    “You can quote that because it’s just a fabulous thing. She died last year, but I always say that was one of the best things she ever said to me.

    “She didn’t have the Soviet hard, communist, repressed life that most, if not all, well all actually, women in Russia had. Throw that in with the tumultuous, real sort of party, debauched, blingy world of modern-day Russia and it comes up with this crazy cultural vortex of crazy, misunderstood identities.”

    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK
    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK

    Since the anti-propaganda there has been an influx of negative press about the treatment of gay men in Russia. Channel 4’s Hunted series exposed how some gangs are using hook up apps and websites to falsely arrange dates and then beating, blackmailing and abusing gay men in particular. I ask Martyn his view on Russia’s homophobia.

    “Having lived there, I don’t really see much difference between Liverpool in the 80s or 90s and modern-day Russia. It’s not illegal to be gay in Russia. 76 Countries it is illegal. I think that most media establishments jumped on the fact that Russia brought this in because of a political stance.

    “Actually, you can be happy and gay in Russia. I have friends who are out in Russia and have amazing, fabulous lives. It’s far more cosmopolitan, and western, and safe than people think.”

    And are you out to your work colleagues?

    “I was out and the entire world knew, all my camera guys knew I was. They all sort of, when I left, patted me on the back and gave me hugs and said that I was their favourite. I think actually homophobia gets confused with ignorance.

    “I will always say that I know from my personal experience that having met people, camera guys, or producers, or whoever, Russians who met me for the first time… And not that I go around singing, looking like Liza Minnelli, wearing a bright pink scarf. I’m really quite open and confident with who I am, what I am, etc. Actually, give me two or three days with somebody and I’ll show them that I’m a nice person, I’m fun, you can have a good time with me. I’m kind to them. Actually, after three days they don’t give a damn who I am, what I am. They just care about the relationship they have with me.”

    So can a gay man be out?

    “I think that is… It’s a little bit don’t ask, don’t tell. That is the contradictions of Russian society. I can honestly say that I have no negative experience in almost nine years. I wasn’t attacked. No homophobia at work. I didn’t see any attacks in any gay clubs. I actually made this statement, I always say this, I actually think that Moscow is safer than London.”

    Our attention turns to Sochi. In the run up to the winter Olympic much was made of what the Mayor had said, and with some certainty that there were no gays in his town, despite one of Russia’s oldest gay clubs actually residing in his town.

    “I know the Mayor and the Mayor’s an idiot. He probably is homophobic and that’s ridiculous. Of course there are conservative, ridiculous people like him, but there are also millions of other Russians that are traveling around. Even though the fall of the ruble, the ruble being half, has greatly affected them. If anybody goes on holiday now to Egypt, probably not the best place for an example, but Thailand or Miami, you will see hundreds of Russians. That’s because they spend like there’s no tomorrow and they all love holidays, and they all escape the cold. Actually, they didn’t do that 20 years ago. The more that Russians travel, the more they will naturally be educated by their own experiences. I mean that in the millions.

    “The huge gay issue was stratospheric I think. People pouring vodka down the drain even though vodka may be Polish anyway, and it’s produced in Warrington.

    “The Commonwealth Games in Glasgow, I think there are 52, 53 countries in the Commonwealth. 42 countries in the Commonwealth it’s illegal to be gay.

    “There were no protests. There was no media. There was no comment. There was no mention of any homophobia, or any resentments, or any banning, or any athletes pulling out, or any protests outside, or no embassies, or magazine articles about that. Nothing.

    “I found that really interesting. That you’ve got Sochi, and Russia brings in this city law which was exactly, more or less, as the UK brought in 1988, and the world goes crazy.

    Andrew Martyn
    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen for THEGAYUK

    During the ’80s and ’90s Margaret Thatcher’s government implemented Section 28, a law, which meant that homosexuality could not be promoted in a positive light to anyone under the age of 18. During that time the gay scene in the UK went through an explosion. Hundreds of venues cropped up throughout Britain. It might be hard to draw a correlation between the two events, but marginalisation meant that LGBT spaces were necessary to create safe spaces, to create places where LGBT people could be themselves. Gay culture started to simmer. There were gay kisses on EastEnders and Brookside. Music from the likes of Boy George and Pet Shop Boys became mainstream. London’s Old Compton Street and Manchester’s Canal Street went from strength to strength.

    Martyn theorises about queer culture in Russia,

    “I think it will bubble along from being a sub-culture to mainstream. The best example of that is Section 28. Margaret Thatcher brought it in 1988 and then you’ve got all the fabulous Soho bubbling scene of the 80s, and Heaven, and Boy George, and all that.

    “Even though Section 28 was in place, the sub-culture of Soho and other scenes around the UK, bubbled up… I would say 99% of gay men in this country probably don’t even know that. I know that because I’ve had so many interviews. I’ve done all my research. Basically it’s proof that you’ve got idiotic politicians bringing laws, dictating what you can and can’t say to kids, but actually at the same time the social behaviour actually bubbled along by itself.”

    So could Putin’s anti-gay promotion law be actually good for gay culture?

    “I’m not saying that the law is a good thing in any way at all and I never have. No, I’m not. I think it’s a bad thing.

    “What I’m saying is I think that Russia in comparison to Africa, far eastern countries, South America, Middle East, etc. Where they’ve got real problems regarding homophobia. I think that Russia was actually happily bubbling along as it was before everybody went crazy about it.

    “Russia really is not that much different to Poland, to Latvia, to Estonia, to Ukraine, to Moldova, to Romania, to all those, even further over to Croatia. It’s all that Eastern Europe block which really is in the shadow of us in Western Europe. But actually it was doing okay.

    “Society dictates the law in Russia. It’s not the law that dictates society. It’s a different way than we work really. Meaning that it’s a very lawless place. If Russia brings in a seat-belt law on January the 5th, on January the 6th generally nobody has really done anything about it.”

    So what does he think about Russia and its homophobia becoming a bit of Cause Célèbre? It drives him “bonkers”.

    “If you want to speak to Putin then why don’t you speak to the 76 countries where it’s illegal to be gay because perhaps the millions of gay people there have more of a problem being thrown off of buildings. Or executed, or your head chopped off.”

    I approach the question whether RT is a tool of the Government, and what it’s like to work for RT? His answer didn’t surprise but perhaps the tone in which he delivered the message was.

    “RT has never told me what to say ever, ever, ever. I wouldn’t work for them; I’m not a puppet as you can probably hear. I’m quite opinionated and I’ve got strong opinions of my own. No editor or journalist or broadcast person would say to me ‘Martyn, you have to rewrite that to make Russia sound good’.”

    He tells me that his friends presume that he is brainwashed by the Russian government. He recalls one friend who said that he would refuse to ‘put his money in the Russian economy’.

    “I dragged him to Russia last summer and he walked around with an open mouth for five days because he just couldn’t believe what a glamorous, gay, fun, safe, wonderful, stylish city Moscow was. He said ‘Martyn, I just presumed you were completely brainwashed by the Kremlin.’

    And so to his personal life, does his work schedule allow for a relationship, “it’s complicated” comes the answer and I’m told that within the last few years that his grandmother, mother and partner all died within a few years of each other. “I could write a book about grief. I’ve personally had the worst… That was really one reason why I left Russia because I had three in one, all very close to each other. Just going through some life shit.”

    Grief, he tells me makes you ‘humble,’ that it makes you a little nicer.

    “It makes you good. Too many people in the world are obsessed with their daily commute and the habits that they have. Life is far too short. I’ve really learned that in the past two or three years.”

    In attempt to deal with his terrible losses, he tells me it’s why he travels so much.

    “That’s why next month I’m going to India. In March I’m going to Ghana”, he quips.

    And that journalist mind never turns off.

    “I was in Colombia for the last two weeks and I thought, damn, I should have an entourage and a camera crew following me and sell this for a million pounds.”

    This interview was taken from Issue 19 available on iTunes and through Android.

     

    CREDIT: Monty McKinnen / THEGAYUK

     

    PHOTOS were taken by Monty McKinnen on location at the Counter at the Vauxhall Arches 

  • LOOK AT ME | HANNAH SPEARRITT: Madonna Should put a onesie on, do a bit of space docking and watch Ru Paul’s Drag Race.

    LOOK AT ME | HANNAH SPEARRITT: Madonna Should put a onesie on, do a bit of space docking and watch Ru Paul’s Drag Race.

    We catch up with Hannah Spearritt – yes she from S Club 7 fame to find out what her drag name is, why her character on Casualty is actually a dirty minx and why she’d be up for a 20th anniversary of S Club 7 – when the time comes.

    CREDIT: © Steve Ullathorne / PR Provided

     

    JH: We note that your character’s name in Casualty is Mercedes Christie, which is so camp and quite porny. So what are you bringing to the character worthy of a name Mercedes?
    HS: Do you think it’s quite a porn name?

    JH: Yeah, because it’s got the sexiness of Mercedes, a sexy car, and then Christie at the end which is kinda like, (adopting porny voice) “oh hi, Christie here”.
    HS: You know what, even though she wears quite down and out clothes, underneath it all she’s got porn underwear on and crotchless panties. (Laughs)

    JH: She’s one of those is she?
    HS: She’s a complete slut.

    JH: Out of curiosity what is your porn name?
    HS: Oh, what’s the formula again?

    JH: Your first pet and your mother’s maiden name.
    HS: This is not sexy. It’s Barry Bain. (laughter) That really isn’t good. That has to be the most un-sexual name in the world.

    JH: Well do you want to know what your drag name is?
    HS: Ok, what’s that.

    JH: Well we use a website. so your first name is Hannah so I’ll type that in. And the name of your first pet was Barry?
    HS: Yeah, Barry the Hamster… (laughter)

    JH: Ok now you have to pick you’re favourite song from this set list…
    HS: Vogue.

    JH: Ok, processing… Your drag name is… Rosemary Hull.
    HS: Oh I love it.

    JH: And you’re famous for Sickening Fashion.
    HS: Brilliant. Can I do one more? What was the list of songs again?

    JH: Ok, Hannah, Barry and which song?
    HS: Raining Men…

    JH: Good choice. Ok, processing… Ooh, Flossy Glitz.
    HS: Oh I love it. I could definitely work that.

    JH: Apparently you’re famous for death drops and high kicks.
    HS: Oh I love it. That’s the one. I love drag.

    JH: So drag is:
    A) The greatest thing since sliced bread.
    B) Creepy, wrong and slightly evil.
    C) A chance to see how a dress should be worn.
    HS: Ooh it’s a choice between A and C. I’ll go for A.

    CREDIT: © Steve Ullathorne / PR Provided

    JH: Would you like to be a judge on RuPaul’s Drag Race?
    HS: Oh, I’ve not seen this what is this? Is it a television program?

    JH: YES. OMG.
    HS: Oh my God where have I been?


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    JH: It’s on television. You’ve got a television right?
    HS: I’ve obviously been out too much and not watching this programme.

    JH: Monday nights. Tru TV. I don’t know what channel that is.
    HS: Ok I’ll look for it. I literally have every channel going but I’ve not come across it. I do apologise. I’m sure I’d be an avid fan if I was.

    JH: Moving on. At the moment there is this thing going on with the Spice girls reuniting for their 20th year. In a couple of years it’s going to be 20 years of S Club 7. Would you be up for a reunion of that kinda scale?
    HS: Is it really going to be 20 years? I think it would be lovely to do something to mark that but I had no idea it had been that long. I’m sure you’re right. Yeah, we got together around 1999. That’s crazy. So yes, it would be awesome to mark that 20th somehow.

    JH: You’d need to learn all those dance moves again.
    HS: I know.

    JH: I could come and teach you.
    HS: Are you a choreographer?

    JH: No but I know the dance moves.
    HS: I bet you do. I bet you know them more than I do.

    JH: Who would win in a ‘fight club’ band off. Steps, B*Witched or S Club 7?
    HS: Oh, S Club 7 – because there’s 7 of us. And we’ve got boys. We’d totally win.

    JH: You could tag team.
    HS: Exactly we could take rests. We could have three fighting while we take rests.

    JH: But I hear the one’s from B*Witched they fight like their dad.
    HS: They fight like their dad?

    JH: Yeah. They fight like their dad… It’s in their lyrics!
    HS: Oh it’s in the lyrics. Oh I’m sorry. (laughter)

    JH: Do you know what Amyl Nitrates is?
    HS: It sounds like a chemical.

    JH: It’s poppers. Have you heard of poppers before?
    HS: (shyly) Yeah. (laughs) Oh dear. It’s been years since I’ve seen those. (laughs)

    JH: Your days in the G-A-Y bar are all coming back now.
    HS: Yeah. My God that has taken me back.

    JH: Do you know what space docking is?
    HS: I don’t but I’m thinking about it…

    JH: Only guys can do it…
    HS: Do you need a penis to do it?

    JH: Yes.
    HS: Do you share willie shots by webcam?

    JH: No, but good guess. It’s where you get each others foreskins and place it over each others willies.
    HS: (laughter) And then what happens?

    JH: We don’t know. I think it’s just a one time thing.
    HS: That’s brilliant. (laughs)

    JH: What should Madonna do next?
    HS: God. What can she do next? That’s the question. She’s done everything. Go and get a nice cuppa tea (laughs) put a onesie on, do a bit of space docking and watch Ru Paul’s Drag Race. And, film herself doing it and stick it on that stupid programme where they film people watching TV. What’s it called? Google… Goggle Box?

    JH: What is the best way to deal with a broken heart!
    A) A big bottle of red, Celine Dion CDs and ice cream.
    B) Scissors to all his trousers, undies and ties.
    C) Put everything in a box to the left.
    HS: Erm C. And then, if anything was left, burn it. Go outside get the bbq out and burn it.

    JH: Have you ever done that to an ex’s stuff?
    HS: I’ve done little things before, but more spiritual. When I want to let go of something then I would burn that one piece that reminds me of that particular person or feeling and burn it to kinda release… I sound so weird now. To say goodbye to it but not in an angry way but in a releasing thing from me.

    JH: Complete this sentence. Champagne is..
    HS: I was gonna say better than sex, but it’s not. Champagne is great for breakfast.

    JH: What’s more enjoyable your pop career, your soap career or your musical theatre career?
    HS: You’re gonna think I’m sitting on the fence on this one but they’ve all been good in different ways. For me it’s been about timing. S Club wouldn’t work for me now, yet it worked for me then. It really worked for that part of my life when I was 16, when I was happy to run around a stage and smile all the time. I don’t want to smile all the time anymore (laughs). If I’ve got something to say I’ll say it, but back then it was, “no, happy all the time, come on”. I would have to say, from my current point, the acting side because that’s what I want more and hopefully what I love continues.

    Catch Hannah on BBC1’s Casualty and Tweeting @HannahSpearritt

  • INTERVIEW: Lydia Lucy – BBC’s The Voice

    In her first interview since the final of The Voice, Kris Searle catches up with the lovely and very talented Lydia Lucy to chat about Will.i.am, Nathan Sykes and Romford!

    Lydia Lucy – (C) WALL TO WALL – Photographer: Guy Levy

     

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  • What We Learnt: Ryan Reynolds

    What We Learnt: Ryan Reynolds

    We can only imagine what the film decision process for making a film like Deadpool is like for Ryan Reynolds…

    DEADPOOL

    ‘What colour’s the suit?’ It’s Green, ‘Hell yes, I’ll do it’. It’s now Red, ‘Sign me up’. We’re re-making The Mask, It’s bright Yellow, ‘Sign me up’… Ok, we’re not sure about this, but someone who can answer for Ryan Reynolds is Ryan Reynolds.

    It seems that on departure he did take a number of gifts home with him,
    “I kept two things, the stuffed unicorn wearing ass-less leather chaps and the Deadpool suit because I waited 10 years to do the film so I’m keeping the f*cking suit.

    His favourite colour is “Estelle Getty” but his favourite hair belonged to Zyan Malik. Post haircut Ryan asked, “Love to know where the discarded hair is and how it might be purchased. It’s not for a friend. It’s for me.”

    It’s not just Zyan on the obsession list as he could “definitely imagine doing something with Spiderman at some point… (Looks dreamingly into space)”.
    This fantasy of other Superheros continued when asked who was better – Iron Man or Captain America, he answered, “We’re talking about exotic dancing, right?”

    When asked to reassure a young boy, who was underage to see Deadpool, his comforting words were, “We’re all just blood filled meat puppets marching inexorably towards death. Or Florida.”

     

    Deadpool is in cinemas now
    rated 15.

    The March issue of THEGAYUK is available now on digital newsstands which you can download on your iPhone, iPad, Kindle Fire or Android device

  • MYSTYLE | Ricky Rebel, Michael Jackson Told Me To Stay Away From Girls

    MYSTYLE | Ricky Rebel, Michael Jackson Told Me To Stay Away From Girls

    We catch up with former boy bander Ricky Rebel to find out why if you’re out on a date with him you might end up with a Netflix And Chill night and why Michael Jackson told him to keep away from girls.

     

    CREDIT: Irvin Rivera
    CREDIT: Irvin Rivera

    Watch: At the moment, “House Of Cards” on Netflix.

    Fragrance: Yves Saint Laurent – Homme.

    • Clothing Brand(s) :
      Uptown: My own costume made clothing by Wayne Fowks & various designers. I’m not a label person. If it works, I wear it.
    • Downtown: Topman.
      Mytown: In My House? I wear over sized tshirts & underwear.

    Favorite Drink: Green Tea. Healthy antioxidants and it kick starts my metabolism.

    CREDIT: Irvin Rivera
    CREDIT: Irvin Rivera

    Favorite Restaurant: Jerk City (Caribbean Flavours) or Original Thai in North Hollywood. I’m on their wall of fame.
    Favorite place to go on a first date: Starbucks. Then if I like the person, my second favorite spot is my place, Netflix & chill.

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    Favorite Travel Destination: Spain. I’ve never been but I hear that it’s beautiful. Also, Japan. Everyone says that I’d do very well in Japan. I’d like to see what that culture is all about.
    Favorite Book: The Art of Seduction. Taught me a lot about the rules of seduction.
    Three Top Songs On My Playlist:
    1. Star (Hector Fonseca & Tommy Love Remix) – Ricky Rebel.
    2. WTF (Where They From) – Missy Elliot.
    3. Girl on Girl – MightyFools.
    Favorite Gadget: My iPhone.
    Quote to live by: “Rebel The Darkness, Shine Your Light.” – Ricky Rebel. We must use our love as a catalyst to overcome fear & shine our light onto the world.

     

    Finish this sentence: To stay away from girls because girls break up bands. That was what Michael Jackson told me when I was signed to his label.

     

  • INTERVIEW | What It’s Really Like In A Gay Sauna

    INTERVIEW | What It’s Really Like In A Gay Sauna

    Secrets of the Sauna is an eye-opening new one-off documentary about a gay sauna in Nottingham, run by long-term couple John and Joe. Here, the pair talk about the documentary, getting married on screen, and their unconventional way of making a living.

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  • INTERVIEW | Ben Whishaw

    INTERVIEW | Ben Whishaw

    Ben Whishaw ‘s star is rising. Fast. He took his first role in a film at the age of 19, but it wasn’t until he starred in the juggernaut franchise of Bond that he became somewhat of a household name.

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  • INTERVIEW | The Men Who Want To Change LGBT Teacher Training In Scotland

    INTERVIEW | The Men Who Want To Change LGBT Teacher Training In Scotland

    Two men from Scotland are set to change schools’ training in Scotland by ensuring that every teacher has access to LGBTI knowledge and training on how to deal with homophobic bullying as well as how to deal with coming out. They are Jordan Daly and Liam Stevenson.TIE Campaign

    L-R Jordan Daly and Liam Stevenson / CREDIT: TIE Campaign
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  • INTERVIEW: Anastacia

    INTERVIEW: Anastacia

    I’m brimming with excitement. Anastacia and I are booked in for tea and ity bitty sandwiches at the Savoy Hotel. Immediately as I enter the quaint room, (it even has a dado rail and two sets of different off cream wallpaper) I feel slightly underdressed in my jeans and high backs.

     

    CREDIT: Bryan Adams
    CREDIT: Bryan Adams

    I am though, wearing a shirt and it’s freshly pressed. She grabs me and says, “I’m glad someone is keeping it real with their clothing” and laughs as she looks at her own attire of a see-through black lace bodice and biker jeans with a set of killer heals. She looks incredible, it has to be said, and at 47, she looks as fresh as she did in the Outta Love days. Her laugh is naughty. Her honesty is refreshing as we talk botox and Simon Cowell, and her love of drag queens puts her at icon status level 1. We settle, teacups in hand with little pinkies out…

    JH: I’m boiling with excitement…
    A: Yay! Oh my god, well that makes two of us. It’s lovely to be back and talking about new music…

    JH: Yes I hear you’re back with Sony?
    A: Yes I am back…

    JH: With a vengeance this time?
    A: You know what, I’m back as if I never left. It feels like I never left the company. There was never animosity with me leaving, I actually left out of a very strange thing called loyalty, I left out of being loyal to the gentleman who signed me. Not the typical reason to leave a ridiculously thriving career at the top of your game. Not the best scenario. It’s not going to be something I tell all my younger singers to do in their life, but sometimes I can be loyal to a fault and it steers me in different direction. I know their (Sony’s) feelings were hurt because it’s not like they didn’t work their butts off…

    JH: But they still sent the royalty cheques though?
    A: Yes, but that was a hard thing to lose for them. They worked really hard. It was just unconventional, but I don’t think anything in my life has been supernormal. My story will be so like, What’s Love Got To Do With it? I mean I have a good story…

    JH: Are you going to give Tina Turner a run for her money?
    A: Oh my god, wouldn’t that be cute? I put myself in that category jokingly of course, but it’s something I’ve thought about in my life. I still feel I’m too young to want to go there with that kind of movie of my life. I could write a book that could become a movie for sure.

    JH: As long as you don’t have that hideous scene when Tina is forced to record Nutbush City Limits over and over again…
    A: I don’t have that scene, but I’ve got some good scenes! (Laughs). I think we all, as artists, have our own story.

    JH: Would you play you in the movie?
    A: Never, I would never destroy the movie like that!

    JH: So who would be the person?
    A: That’s a good question… Oh gosh…

    JH: Is Jennifer Anniston too conventional? You’ve kind of have a similar look going on…
    A: Yah!

    JH: Would you have to dub the vocals in?
    A: I dunno man, I’ve never heard her on the karaoke, so she could really blow you away. She could rock out to one of my songs and I’d be real surprised. I would see Jennifer Anniston possibly playing me in the current stage… Yah, she could play current me. Younger me could be Emma Roberts. She’s sorta has the humour, but she has the serious and emotional. Not that she looks anything like me, but I’d like to look like her. I’d like to pick the person I’d like to look like. Do I have to look like myself in my movie?

    JH: They have to look like you; you’re the famous one!
    A: Oh come on… It’s my movie, this is my movie, I can pick what I want! (Laughs)

    JH: Are you a fan of the X Factor juggernaut – considering its artists are also homed at Sony?
    A: I’ve always loved it. My own career got discovered off something that was before Idol. It was an MTV show called The Cut. Lisa “Left Eye” Lopez was the host. It was the artist singing their own material, not cover songs, so it was a hard swallow for the public, because people didn’t know your material. The song that I was singing was Not That Kind, it’s a song that inspired people. I wrote it and I could sing it well. My look was so different that it just worked. I know the machine of a show like that and what it can do for people’s careers. I’ve seen what his (Simon Cowell’s) show has done for a lot of the winners and some of the people who didn’t win! It still is an entertainment show at the end of the day, we all know this, but there is talent within the entertainment as well. (X Factor) is a brilliant idea, who knows why it didn’t quite fly in America, but I can say the same about my career! (Laughs) I don’t really happen in America so Simon and me have a lot in common, little did you know!

    JH: The rest of the World loves you… so it doesn’t matter really right?
    A: Hello the World is big!

    JH: The World is massive!
    A: Right and I think Americans forget that.

    JH: If you were going to be contestant on X Factor today, what song would you choose to audition with?
    A: Maybe Left Out Side Alone because there’s such a different range of where I go with that, from operatic to low voice to belting and it’s really catchy. It’s a very difficult song to master, vocally. I think the most popular one on X Factor is I’m Outta Love. Simon has said (to me), “I frickin hate your song!” Not serious but in jest. He’s like, “please don’t sing Anastacia, it’s like killing it”. It’s the same with Mariah Carey, Celine Dion and Patti La Belle if you really wanna go with a shocker song, you really gotta come with it honey.

    JH: There is the saying, ‘don’t sing Mariah Carey unless you’re Mariah Carey…’
    A: Yah, she does such a unique thing with her voice. Now, I will say that when Leona (Lewis) came out there I was like, “I can’t be mad with her if she sang any Mariah Carey” ever.

    JH: But her albums didn’t sell after the first…
    A: The X Factor has that extra added value of an audience that can make them fall in love with you in editing. Even though Leona’s voice is amazing you still have to have a great song to make it on radio, you can’t just have a great voice.

    JH: Talking about amazing songs, it has to be said that I’m Outta Love was literally made for drag queens…
    A: Oh my god… I agree. It’s just the worst because I realise how short my legs are every single time a beautiful drag queen does it. Their legs couldn’t be anymore gorgeous and long and fabulous – even if they’re drawing in their cleavage, it’s beyond beautiful. Now my cleavage is actually better than theirs, because I got my twinset – so they can’t compete with my little frickin’ twinset. I’m super honoured.

    JH: I once saw a queen doing I’m Outta Love and I actually thought it was you…
    A: (Laughs)

    JH: She was AMAZING, she had this hairpiece that she whipped off, she had a skirt that she ripped off, she was strutting around the stage.
    A: I’m so jealous. You don’t realise you have a gimmick until someone makes light of you – you’re then like, “oh my god I’ve made it, I’m quirky enough!” (Laughs) Things I thought looked whack – they love it.

    JH: So you’re a fan of drag then?
    A: Oh absolutely, always have been and let me just tell you, my Mother’s 70th birthday: drags… I had drags at her 70th birthday. I had Barbra Streisand, Judy Garland – all the people my mum would have loved to be in a room with and hang out with. And me (laughs) – somebody played me.

    JH: You had your own drag queen come to your mother’s 70th birthday?
    A: It was a total surprise. Michelle Visage got me some really great ones from Ru’s show. When I say I love a drag I’m not lying! I’ve known Michelle since we were like in our early early twenties in New York.

    JH: A duet between you two?
    A: OH MY GOD that could totally happen –that is something we have talked about… definitely. She my little Madonna.

    JH: We will be all over that…
    A: We would do a song and make all the money go to a HIV /AIDS charity – that is just something we would do! We would put it out not make a penny on it. I’d make sure we did a Pride Tour. That would just be fun. She could be my hostess and I could be up there just singing my ass off.  I would have some drag queens up there. You’ll know who I am because I’m about 2 feet tall. That’s the unfortunate part – you’ll be like, “Oh, (sad face) I thought she’d look like him!”

    JH: If you could put something from pop history into room 101 which would it be..
    Miley’s tongue?
    Madonna’s Cape?
    Lenny Kravitz’s leather trousers?
    A: Oh Lenny Kravitz. I’m sorry but that one eyed monster came out and I was like WHATTTTTT! I was so excited; I mean for him, I don’t know how he feels…

    JH: He trended for days…
    A: I mean the picture was so brilliant you couldn’t pose better for it. He was in his element and he was freein’ willy and it was awesome. I was so in love with him at that moment, he gave me a boner- and I don’t even know how to have one so.

    JH: He gave you a lady boner?
    A: He did – he gave me – what’s a lady boner – a loner! (Laughs) He gave me a loner… Oh my gawd.

    JH: What’s the best way to get back on a cheating lover?
    Drink lots of red wine, put I’m Outta Love on and eat lots of ice cream?
    Take scissor to all of his clothes?
    Take yourself off to a retreat, dress in hemp, put on lots of beads and meditate for a month?
    A: I think logically I would more do the meditation. If I wanted to be honest in my real life, truthfully, I never mention anyone’s names but I write songs to get through my relationships. That’s probably why people enjoyed my music, because there was a such a literal level of honesty cutting through each lyric. So I would say, number 1, but spiritually I’m a number 3.

    JH: One Day In Your Life should have been a number 1 worldwide – it was THE TUNE… Why wasn’t it? Discuss!
    A: My thoughts would be is that I was hard to out do I’m Outta Love, and it was really close. It was a strong reminder and I think if anyone else did it, it might not have even gone that far, but because I did it, it was reminiscent. If people had a choice, they’d have chosen I’m Outta Love, over One Day In Your Life.
    JH: I just don’t think they heard it enough!
    A: I really like that song, it’s definitely a song that I don’t do at the beginning of my set for sure…

    JH: You don’t want to give it away too soon!
    A: Exactly…

    JH: Which was the album that was the most fun and releasing for you to write?
    A: Definitely Resurrection. I think the one I learned the most from was my covers album, It’s A Man’s World.  I did only men’s classic rock songs like ACDC and Led Zeppelin. I did that for me, not necessarily for the factor that it would sell. I just needed to find myself again, it was the most engaged I’ve been in discovering music. When you’re trying to sing those songs my god, you pay homage, you’re like “I’m not worthy”. I was just able to come back to a place where, once I wrote my next project, which was Resurrection, I understood everything. I really loved writing Resurrection; there was real joy in it. I think the older you get you really understand music writing and lyrics and radio.

    JH: Which of your songs has surprised you?
    A: Paid My Dues, I didn’t think anybody wanted to hear about me being punched in the face but ohhhhh yeah they did!

     

    Anastacia’s album Ultimate Collection is out now on Sony.